NOT SOO BAD.....UNTILLLL......

Well, the day has arrived. Let me just begin by saying God works in mysterious ways!!! we do are normal routine but this time giving a "heads up". I tell her I got to go to work today ( a lie, but some are ok..) I explain the whole I'll be back speech. Shes being HER. very cool , confident, then we get out of the car...she says while putting on her backpack--"Mom, don't hold my HAND". MY JAW DROPPED!!! I " Pretend" I'm not shocked ( as a fellow blogger forwarned me....thank you) We go in the class room, she runs outside to play. she DITCHED ME FASTER than I was hoping for. I didn't know if I should say goodbye, I'm going now, or just leave. I thought that would look mean, so I said "I'm going, but I'll be back, give me a kiss!" She did, and then kinda looked at me like hmmmm whats going on here. I got scared I just made it worse. Quickly said go play, she did. go to my car feeling "alright". Turned the key....DEAD. OH MY GOSH....I FINALLY HAVE A FREE DAY...AND MY CAR IS DEAD!!!! Here we go...call the hubby, hes very busy ( but working close by ) and I have to wait ( could be hour, longer...) he wasn't sure. He's a Electrician, and in the middle of heavy work load. Don't have tow service, no money on me ( I was just dropping off my child) NOW I BEGIN TO CRY.....
At least 40 " guys" walk by me without FLINCHING...my hood is up and clearly need help.. they kinda smirk and keep going. I think to myself....if I was a guy I would ask at least if there is something i could do....now I'm pissed off at "MEN" then it turns into well if I had big boobs, a short dress...NOT ONE OF THESE GUYS WOULD JUST WALK BY ME!!!! aaarrrrgg, my mind drifts into BODY IMAGE.,...I'm sobbing more.
This really nice guys walks by , after I've wiped my tears, and says YA NEED HELP???!!! I wanted to cry again ( cuz he was sooo nice). Holding it together, I say PLEASE!!! bang, bang, try it now...vaarroooooom!!! ah YES!!! then he even proceeds to tell me what to do next...take to Sears, have them look at this, this, & that! sooo sweet.
I off in a cloud of carbon!!!! I think on the way home, that in EVERY bad comes a good.....I believe God allowed me a "distraction" so I can be at Peace with Tiki being at school!!!! I was dealing with soo much this morning, I didn't have that time to worry about her...uh, but I do now....I better go wash the car, and hope it starts in time to pick her up!!