I've CROSSED "THAT" LINE !!!

AND IT'S ON!!! There comes a time when your a MOM, that you progress, I guess I would call it. You start to regain who YOU ARE. It's been 4 years, 3 months and 9 days. I feel like I'm getting a chance to be ME again. I've sat on the beach many times, watching my child and because I was ALWAYS THERE..people took advantage and would want me to watch their kids while they go PLAY. This weekend, was by far a memorable weekend. Now I'm not talking as though I haven't had memorable weekends with my darling girl & husband, but for a change , I talking about memorable JUST FOR ME! We have 2 stand up paddles now, and I always seem to feel the "other one" is for all our guest. AND IT IS!! but I looked at Tiki who was playing with all the other kids, all the other adults were watching her, and I FINALLY ASKED SOMEONE TO WATCH HER...IT WAS SOOO EASY ( I guess I don't want to bother anyone....I made her , she is MY responsibility.) They couldn't believe me asking...GO, HAVE FUN. But I did do this now more so, because in watching her, she KNOWS WHO IS FAMILY, FRIENDS, and she stays in one spot. So took MY BOARD out.!!! what a rejuvenation!! I know I've done it in the past, only to do it for 1/2 before I'm back on the beach. NOPE , NOT ANYMORE. I was gone with 3 other girls who are just beginning and we cruised 3 miles around the coast. AH, I can't even share with you the AMAZING things you see in the beautiful waters. soossooooo clear!! coral, fish, stingray, and just doing this with others, it was cool. then before heading in, caught 3 waves. ATE LUNCH, BACK OUT THERE. ALL DAY LONG. if you ever get a chance to stand-up-paddle, whether it's in a river, lake, beach, DO IT. it's such a awesome workout.....LEGS, STOMACH, SHOULDERS, BACK , ARMS. I just can't wait to do it again, & again....Next time I promise to take my water camera to show what I get to see....

As for now...i cant moooove. I'm sooo sore but it's all GOOD :) !!